
Photo Credit: VE Schwab (I actually did take some of my own photos this time, but they were blurry and not particularly good quality!).
Hi everyone! Again, I’m sorry that this recap is fairly late given that the event I’m talking about was two weeks ago, but once again, I’ve just been really busy this month, I managed to pick up quite a few extra shifts at work which has been great, but not so great for getting blogging done! On the upside, it does mean that this post is going live exactly a year since I posted my last VE Schwab event recap, so that is kind of cool, I wish I could say I’d planned it that way!
As most of you will know by now, I’m a big VE Schwab fan and have been to quite a few of her events and signings over the past few years, so when I saw her UK Addie LaRue paperback tour dates go on sale, I booked myself a ticket immediately. I did attend the UK virtual launch event she did for Addie LaRue during the pandemic, but obviously she never got to do an in-person tour for that book, so I was really excited to hear her talk about it a bit more in person.
I left the house at 6 to get down to the station, but when I arrived at Clapham Junction, I think I had just missed a train to Victoria, so had to wait another ten minutes for the next one (you can tell I’ve really settled in to London life now that I think ten minutes is a long time to wait for a train!). Anyway, I got the train to Victoria and then once there, got the Victoria line to Oxford Circus and then the Central Line onto Holborn.
Having been to Conway Hall previously for Leigh Bardugo’s event in January, I knew my way this time, and didn’t get lost so I made it there in much better time than before, with about ten minutes to go before the event when I arrived. There was of course, already a massive queue, so I simply joined the end of the line. As with last time, though the queue looked long, it moved fairly quickly and it wasn’t too long before I was at the front the queue. One of the Waterstones booksellers scanned my ticket and then I headed inside. I was kind of thirsty coming off the tube and I spotted that there was a bar in the foyer (which I swear had not been there for the Leigh Bardugo event, at least I don’t remember seeing a lot of people with wine!) so I asked if they had tap water. The guy directed me to a water cooler down the hall, so I took a plastic cup and filled it up before I headed into the hall.
I initially headed in on the ground floor to see if there were any seats, but much like last time, the ground floor seats had been filled up by the early birds (I really should learn my lesson and try to get there earlier so I get a better seat, but there you go!) so I headed up to the balcony. Since V wasn’t doing a signing line this time, I figured it didn’t really matter much where I sat (usually your seat determines where you will be in the line) so I took a seat right in the middle section facing the stage as I figured it would have the best view (and it did have a pretty good view).
It wasn’t long after that one of the Waterstones booksellers came out and introduced V and the moderator for the evening Sarah Maria Griffin. The two are obviously good friends and had a good rapport with each other which made the evening even more fun. She started off by talking a little bit about the unusual journey of Addie LaRue, and the tour coming over two years after Addie LaRue was initially released in hardcover (this tour was for the paperback edition, not something that usually happens!) and how there had been a big tour planned for the initial release but all of that had to be cancelled due to Covid, so getting to do an in-person tour for the paperback was really special because it wasn’t something V had thought would happen for this book after everything was cancelled due to the pandemic.
She spoke quite a bit about the pandemic and the influence it had on the book, and how Addie’s story took on a different resonance than she had expected because of the time it was released in. She’s spoken quite a lot before about how long Addie took to create (ten years from initial idea to final execution) so naturally she couldn’t have predicted when she came up with the idea that Addie’s story would arrive in the world at a time when it had such a particular resonance-a story about a woman who is forced to live her life in isolation and loneliness (admittedly due to a curse rather than a global pandemic) was certainly bound to touch people in a different way in 2020 and she said that particular moment in time has lead to a lot of new people discovering her books through Addie because the story had such a resonance in that time. V said she’s interested to see how the Addie paperback lands now that we’re out of the pandemic (or at least out of the very specific circumstances we were in back in 2020) and if it will have the same resonance with readers now as it did when it came out over two years ago. She spoke a little about the specific circumstances she found herself in during 2020, and having to rush to France before the borders closed in order to make it to be with her family over the lockdown and I could relate quite hard to that given that I also had to rush back home from South Africa and only made it back into the country the day that our first national lockdown was announced!
I had always wondered why she specifically chose 2014 as the year to be the “present” in Addie’s story and it turns out it was simply so she didn’t have to deal with Trump in the story, and you know what fair enough! I wouldn’t want to have to deal with the mess that was Trump’s presidency in fiction either.
She also spoke quite a bit about Faustian bargains and her frustration with the stories of these kinds of bargains always going the same way: a man (usually) who makes a bargain to live forever and then finds himself hit with this existential ennui and wanting out of the deal. She said she never found that all that believable, and this informed her development of the character of Addie. She talked about needing to find another motivator for Addie to keep going other than sheer spite, because whilst spite would get her far, it wasn’t going to stretch to 300 years. She spoke about “the elephant in Paris” moment in the book and how that became somewhat of a mantra for Addie, and almost her philosophy for life: V realised that if it wasn’t spite or stubbornness that was going to keep Addie going for 300 years, then it had to be joy. The joy of realising that there was always new things to discover and that if she gave into Luc, and decided to end the deal, then she would miss out on that joy of discovery. She mentioned that when she left for France just before the pandemic, she wasn’t able to take any of her post-it notes for Addie with her as she left in such a rush and the one that has really stuck with her and she keeps on her desk even now is “stubborn hope and defiant joy”. I really loved that, it defines the character of Addie so well, but it’s also a great motto for life!
I always loving hearing V talk about her worldbuilding because it’s one of my favourite parts of her books, and it was particularly interesting to hear how she went about it with Addie given that it’s one of few of her books that take place in completely in our world, rather than a fantastical realm. She spoke about wanting to overlay the real with the fictional, so that readers couldn’t quite tell what was real and what was made up, using the scene with Addie and Henry on the High Line as an example: The High Line is a real place in New York (which I’ll admit I did not know, I have been to New York once, but we only spent a few days there and didn’t visit The High Line) but the art exhibit that they visit is completely made up. She says she likes intertwining the magical with the mundane, the real with the fictional and that this was a way of doing that in her worldbuilding. I really love that idea, and I have to admit, I did find myself wondering a few times throughout the book if some of the places she described were places you could really visit (I’m still slightly bereft that the Poison Kitchen from Laini Taylor’s Daughter of Smoke and Bone isn’t a real place, because it would be so cool to visit).
She also spoke a bit about Luc and his development as a character. One of the things that I found really fascinating about what she said about Luc was how he and Addie develop in opposite ways throughout the book: Addie starts off completely human and over the course of 300 years slowly loses more and more of that humanity, whereas Luc, in spending so much time with Addie over the years becomes more and more human. I loved her thoughts on this, it was something I hadn’t really noticed whilst reading the book but it makes total sense and explains quite a lot about their dynamic really because throughout the book they’re drawn together more and more because of the curse, and yet, to me at least, it always felt as if each time they met they were a step closer to growing apart, so hearing that really explained a lot about their dynamic. I loved her description of Luc as a “petulant child” because that just seemed so very fitting for him.
I found it really interesting hearing V talk about the juxtaposition between Catholicism and pagan gods in the novel and how setting it in France at the time she did brought those two things into direct conflict, it was really interesting to hear about how she explored that in the book and especially how Estelle became this sort of bridge for Addie into finding the “old gods” because she’s the last person from her village that really believes in them, so without her, the entire story wouldn’t really have happened.
Of all the characters in this book, Henry was probably the one whose story hit me the most, the emotional heart of the book for me as it were. Though I’ve seen V talk about how much of herself she put into Henry before online, and during her virtual event for Addie a couple of years ago, it was quite touching hearing in person just how much the character meant to her. She said she had never intended to put so much of herself into any of her book characters, but she was struggling to work out Henry as a character and started to give him little pieces of herself, until he ended up becoming her most autobiographical character. She described Henry as “who she would have been if she hadn’t found writing” and that the way he struggled to pick a direction in life and feared all the paths he didn’t choose by picking one was very much taken from her own life. She also spoke a little about his struggles with mental health and how his description of his own mental illness came directly from how she has described her own experiences of dealing with mental illness, as a storm which does eventually pass. I’ve been lucky enough at this point in my life not to have experienced depression or anxiety, but Henry’s experiences still felt so raw and real to me, so it was really great to hear V talk about where that came from so candidly.
Addie being a muse is obviously quite a big part of this story, and V spoke quite a bit about creative inspiration and where that comes from. She described Addie as being a sort of inverted Peter Pan story and that she had been somewhat inspired by her experience watching her grandmother forget her mother due to dementia and how it is far more difficult for the person being forgotten than the person forgetting as an influence for Addie’s character. But she also spoke a little about how sometimes creative inspiration can be hard to place and how terrifying she finds that as a creative who likes to be in control of everything in her worlds, and that Addie was almost an extension of that, the creative influence that you’re not quite sure where it came from, but you just know it’s there. I always love hearing V talk about her creative process and it was really interesting to hear her thoughts on those moments of creative inspiration that you’re not quite sure where they came from, because I’ve certainly had those too!
I always love hearing V talk about queerness in her writing, and she spoke during the event about how important it was to her in Addie LaRue, and in her other books as well, to have casual queerness on the page. Addie’s story isn’t a coming out story, but basically all of the main characters on the page are queer and that is just a casual part of their existence. This is something that V says is really important to her, to just have these characters exist and that it was also important to her to have Henry’s group of friends all be queer because community is so important to queer people and that it had never really tracked for her in books when there was only one queer person in a group of straight people. The casual on-page queerness was something I really loved about Addie LaRue, and I enjoyed hearing V describe her books as “everyone is gay here” because I’ve definitely used the same description in the past!
As always at these events, Sarah asked V about her upcoming projects. She spoke a little about Threads of Power (which I cannot even express how much I am excited for), but also about Bones, a project she’s been teasing a little on her Instagram which is about lesbian vampires, but not like First Kill, I think these are adult lesbian vampires!
Once the talk portion of the event was over, V turned the floor over to questions from the audience. I have to admit, I was expecting this section to be slightly longer as there wasn’t a signing afterwards, but there were only three or four questions taken. Albeit, V did give very lengthy answers, so perhaps the intention was for the Q&A section to be longer than it was but V just gave very detailed answers to everyone’s questions, which to be honest, I prefer anyway, it’s nice to have more detailed but fewer answers to questions as opposed to lots of questions but very quick answers.
Someone asked about Lila Bard and I can’t quite remember their exact question, it actually might have been a question about Addie not being a particularly likeable character or not being considered a likeable character or something like that, but I just can’t remember exactly what they asked (this is why I should really write up my event recaps directly after the event happened rather than two weeks later!). Anyway, V answered by talking about Lila Bard, and how in creating her character, she essentially took all of the traits that people love in male heroes and gave them to Lila and how fascinating it is that so many people hate Lila for having those traits when they wouldn’t if the character was male. It’s certainly an interesting experiment into how misogyny affects people’s responses to characters, that’s for sure.
Once the Q&A section was over, V thanked everyone for coming, and reminded us as she had at the start of the event that although she wasn’t doing a signing line this time, we could write her a message using the little cards provided which she would later read. I actually really liked this touch, and wouldn’t mind if she kept it for future events: whilst I do love getting my books signed and having the chance to meet my favourite authors, I do always find the actual talking to the author part a little nerve-wracking, and am never quite sure of what to say, so having the chance to write something down instead gave me more of a chance to think of what I wanted to say and not just blurt something out in the spur of the moment at the front of the signing lines. The notecards were really lovely as well, they were Addie LaRue themed of course!
I was a little confused about where the notecards were, I initially went to look on the table in the foyer where the books were, but they weren’t there, so I headed back into the hall and found the notecards at the front of the stage (in fairness, I think V did say that’s where they were, I just misheard). I found a chair to lean on to write my note, I won’t share what I wrote here as it was a personal note from me to V, but what I will say is that I really hope she could read my handwriting because I know it’s not the neatest!
When I was finished writing my note, I went to drop it in the bag at the front and the headed out of the hall. I took a quick look at the books on the table at the front of the foyer again to see if there was anything I wanted but obviously there wasn’t anything that I didn’t already have and though I obviously really enjoyed Addie, I already have the hardback and I don’t have room for another paperback on my shelves that I will likely never read as I don’t really reread these days. I quickly headed for the loo before I left, and then headed back out.
It was an earlier night than anticipated, by the time I left the event it was only 8.40, and it didn’t take very long to get back from Holborn to Victoria, only about fifteen minutes or so. When I arrived back at Victoria, there was a train leaving fairly shortly, so I got on that one and made it back home by about 9.15. I had a fantastic time, I always love hearing VE Schwab speak, she’s a great public speaker and always has such interesting things to say about her books and her writing process. I also really didn’t mind the lack of signing line, V’s signing lines are always very long and can be quite exhausting to stand in for me as a reader so I can’t imagine how much more exhausting they are to do as a writer! I thought the personalised note cards were a really nice touch and were a nice middle ground because you still got a chance to have the personal connection with the author that you get with a signing line, but didn’t have to wait for hours in line!
Did anyone else go to one of VE Schwab’s UK Addie LaRue paperback tour events? Is anyone planning to go to one of her upcoming US ones? Let me know in the comments!
My next event recap actually won’t be too long coming as I’m going to Susan Dennard’s London tour stop for The Luminaries in May, so you should have another one of these next month (if I manage to get my act together and actually get up within a couple of days of going!).
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